20100226

Family Fiction #3--in progess

A drunken fisherman once dove into the sea coated in black oil.

While tracing the geography of his wife’s

body on the floor of the ocean,

he left his own parable drawn across the sediment

for the posterity of his children

and the floundering crustaceans

he had spent his youth searching for.

His daughter’s eyes were the same color as her family name:

“How appellatively appropriate” his wife said as she held her in her arms

and gazed at the doughy knots that composed her newborn’s face.

“She has your eyes, Helen”—glacial, ruminative.

And in that simplicity, was all his love contained.

And so came the infoldings of gray dust,

pockmarks—plaques the doctors would call them—

that would anchor, taking harbor between the gyri of her brain,

leaving her with their aphotic consumption.

What remained were the fish

piscine

scaled skin

coated with black oil

Misaligned piano keys

20100204

Etiolated, sparse

Like skimming reality, my consciousness is enervated. With a weaker sense of awareness I write weaker prose. Subsequent hemodilution and a concentration that won't hold.

I'm so tired. Like ice chips in a desert. Like a beautiful sight in Belle-vue. Like walking from black and white into color. The waves that roll and rake back with their claws have nothing on me; it's the lotus effect.